Gratitude.

Hi! I am proudly announcing that I am an Intuitive Tarot Reader 🦄

Well, today's topic is not about tarot, is about gratitude. I did a lot of readings for the past one week and I realized: Align with Divine Deck by @ascendedwithKarishma keep popping the same card over and over again to my clients and I know, it is also for me - Gratitude.

While I was eating lunch, this word popped up again so I want to take this chance to journal how I feel about Gratitude. 


I am gonna start off by answering the answer on the card: 

1. What am I grateful for today?
- I am grateful for my clients who engaged my service and took their time to give me their honest and truthful testimonials,
- I am grateful for my boyfriend who gave me endless support and showers me with unconditional love
- I am grateful for MYSELF who is willing to take up the Tarot awakening class and put it in good use. Serving people who ask for guidance and clarity. 


2. To Whom and What can I express my gratitude and why?
This is the post for me to express my gratitude, I am anchoring the energy in this post so whenever I read it back, I can feel the gratitude I am having right now. 

I am gonna take the time and space to show my gratitude to all these amazing people:

Mom and Dad,

Thank you so much for the unconditional supports. I know both of you were shocked about my resignation yet took the time and effort to understand the reason behind my resignation. After knowing my true intention - to help people, you guys started showing me more love by buying me favorite Ham as a token of appreciation, it warms my heart so much. 

I love you both eternally. 
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My siblings, including Yiing,

You guys trust me, start asking me to read for you, really pay attention while I am giving guidance, and tell me how great I have become. 

I love you three eternally.
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Ignatius Choong,

My amazing boyfriend who was shocked because I asked him to buy me a proposal ring yesterday. You were there when I was experiencing the worse time of my life. Now, you deserve to be the one who is here when I am at my prime. I am living the best time of my life and I want to share this happiness with you. Your unconditional supports, love, efforts, and time touched my heart and I couldn't ask for more, My Soulmate. 

You know how amazing you are and continue to be you because I love you. 
(oh, Shikai please :P)
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Yifeng,

We are going through a tough time together and I am glad what you told me the other day. I am waiting for us to reunite again and it is going to be an amazing friendship.
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Karishma,

I love what you always say "You are your own Guru" & "I don't want you to be dependent on me, I want you to thrive and be amazing because you are and you can!". These quotes of yours always 'ding' in my heart and I know you want nothing but the highest good for your students. I love your tough love because "If you can handle me, you can handle every mentor out there". True dat! 

Your knowledge, wisdom, personalities, and vulnerability inspired me to be the authentic me, the truthful me, the balance me, and the best me I can be. I have learned so much from you and will continue to learn from you. 

Thank you for being my mentor. 
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Nadia,

I finally found you in my life, my popo. I don't even know where to begin. The journey I have been through with you for the past 1 month was amazing (well, it certainly doesn't feel like one month, we know why).

I like how you stand in your power and light when someone does unacceptable nonsense to you and your students. You are like a mother, who nurtures and cares, be tough on us when you have to, and be protective when you need to. I feel safe when you are around. 

Thank you for being my mentor.
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My Soul Tribe,

I am still amazed at how we met each other. That one day when I cried and screamed that awakened memories of ours! More come soon babeh! 

Now that my journey is no longer alone with all of you, I hope you know you'll never be alone anymore too! 

Love you guys! 💖
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All my friends who supported me in any way,

You guys are amazing. The love I have received when I start fulfilling my mission is tremendous and heartfelt. 

I am really thankful for you guys! Continue to support me k? HAHAH
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To Moonie/May Cih,

Well done for the past 2 and half months, your awakened journey is in rocket speed. That is because you know you are ready than ever and you seize the opportunities to learn!

The happiness and fulfillment in these months are indescribable. The amount of effort, time, love, attention, and guidance you gave yourself is tremendous and I am eternally thankful for you.

Thank you for embarking on this journey. Thank you for your courage, Thank you for allowing yourself to step out of your comfort zone and pursue your spiritual callings. You are truly unicorn of a kind and continue to be you, the you who is honest, truthful, sincere, kind, joyful, intuitive, abundance, worth, light, and amazing! 

I love you.
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Thank you for reading my blog too 💘

Sending lots and lots of Unicorn loves to you as you are reading this 🦄


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