Manifestation.

This is my manifestation story that I experienced today and I am still in cloud 9 so decided to transfer this amazing energy to this post:


I started my spiritual awakening journey on 18th April 2020 and ever since I started, I have always been using one online deck which is https://lightseerstarot.com/ & it resonated so much. I didn't know why back then but I do now, it's a separate story so I am going to leave it for the next round. 


Now, I have attended many guided meditation and about two to three weeks ago, I have gotten a lot of nudges to learn tarot cards & Nadia Leong, Moon and Soul KL owner was organizing a tarot awakening workshop. She is my mentor, I adore her! You might be thinking "ah, coincident", I respect that but no, I no longer believe in coincidence so I know it is calling out for me. 


After ignoring the nudges for a few times, I've decided to join the tarot workshop beginning of June. Now, to join tarot workshop, you need to have tarot deck(s) so yes, I have my eyes on The Light Seer's Tarot BUT the card is in the US and UK and to get it delivers to Malaysia, either it'll take weeks/months, out of stock or the price is crazy (can you imagine some are selling at RM600, whuuut?). 


I never give up, I know the card is calling for me so I keep an eye on those websites hoping the price will come down/they'll restock.


It did. 


A UK based website offered the deck at RM90ish & I ordered immediately. Even though I cannot get my hands on the deck on my workshop (end of June) but I can still use it when I receive it (though I really want to learn alongside with this deck). I was very happy thinking "My guides heard my prayer. Now I hope the deck will reach me before the workshop". On the same day, I realize a bookstore in KLCC has this deck in their listing but it is not available, I called them and they mentioned the deck will only be available in July 2020 so, I decided to just wait for the deck I purchase from UK to reach in divine timing.


After few days, I woke up in shock, received a refund email stating the deck is out of stock and it will only be restocked by August hence they will make a full refund. I was sad but I also understand the deck will arrive in Divine timing and it is going to be magical so I continue to eye on them hoping they'll restock earlier.


Fast forward to 20th June 2020, I did a meditation guided by Nadia & during the meditation, she asked us to go into our past life's house to take something that we want (there's deeper meaning to it but I am not going to discuss it here, maybe next round too) but I heard 'future house' so I went to my future house and took a black tourmaline crystal (I am currently wearing it) and The Light Seer's Tarot card. I told her and she smiled with suspense! I didn't understand why I took it but yes, finally, here comes the magical moment.


The same day after the meditation, my friend told me The Light Seer's Tarot is available in KLCC's bookstore, I was shocked and of course, purchased it immediately. I purchased Unicorn deck too. On 22nd, I received an email saying only my Unicorn deck and my friend's decks will be delivered, The Light Seer's Tarot won't be in the delivery. This time, I wasn't shocked, instead, I said to the deck "you really play hard to get hor?" so I called the bookstore to check and they said they managed to track the parcel so I requested to self collect. 


On 23rd June night, I received an email saying the deck will be shipped out instead of self collect, I was laughing inside "you want my attention so badly'' so I called the bookstore and instead of collecting on 25th, I would like to collect on today itself (Yes! 24th of June, it is today as I am typing now heheheh).


I make my way to KLCC & collected the deck. I asked the staff "So many people want this deck huh? sold out so fast", he answered "Oh, no, this is the only deck that came, the deck you're collecting is the only deck'', I was wearing a mask but underneath it, my mouth opened wide and I honestly couldn't believe what I just heard. I asked, "I thought there'll be a batch coming in July?" "oh, not coming in, we will only order upon request". WHAT. JUST. HAPPENED?


I'm very intuitive and my third eye chakra expanded so I can listen/talk to crystals or creative objects (don't freak out lol) so I heard the deck said this to me (hello not literal la, telepathically okay) "I am a fighter, I fought my way to you!", I tear. I managed to get this deck (sold out worldwide) and before my tarot workshop. It is surreal. And the way it find its way to reach me is just, magical. I am beyond blessed!


I manifested it to me. 


Lesson of this story? Up to you to decide. For me, it is the power of manifestation. 


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Disclaimer:


This is my safe space to journal my spiritual journey. If you have any comment or sharing you would like to share with me, please share with love and compassion :)


If you will like to discuss or understand further from this, find me at IG @mayyyylim :) I love discussion :D


See you till next time, sending you lots of unicorn loves!




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